🔗 Share this article Excruciating Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches It was a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting. The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically begin with severe pain behind one eye that lasts up to several hours. About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods. What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center. Still, the inability to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Historical healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies. It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition explain this. In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better. In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased. National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people. But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals. The national guidance need updating to reflect a